everyday, every minute, every second.
walking here and there.
body's in sch, mind's flying.
wonder to where.
withered from his mind,
i had no where to belong.
afterall,
i finally knew, how he had felt the other time.
when i treated him far more worse than he's treating me now.
guys around me.
everybody flirts,
gays flirts, lesbians flirts, straight flirts.
one day they would say how much they would want you to be their girl
and the next day it's a different story.
guys go round poking
while girls wait around for their guy to come home.
wtf is this world about.
ya, i'm crazy, he's crazy, she's crazy.
everybody is.
crazy about their guy, girl, work, studies, family.
everyday filled own minds with tones of doubts.
will i beable to meet the deadlines?, where's my guy?, who's my girl with?
everything comes to an answer.
nothing.
so to all the girls around the world.
if your guy's a total jerk, let go pls.
why wait for their fucking ass on your house sofa.
so wat if their fingers crossed over with yours.
their minds are thinking abt the girl they poked earlier.
wat's the use of being so faithful with a damn guy when at the end of it
all they say was, there was another ger, ends it all.
and all they do is leave you crying fucking hell calling god to help
when they have all the fun.
come on girls, stand up on your own.
to gays, lesbians or huever's hurt.
come on and stand up.
of coz you could live a better life.
so wta without them.
new ones are always better.
ya i know old shoes are more comfortable.
but of coz when you wlak out on the streets you would wan yourself in custom style .
ya?
face the damn fact.
they arent there anymore.
they're once yours,
that's suppose to be you, not her.
so wat.
sometimes you cuddle yourself on bed with your warm blanket
or when you wake up early in the morning
longing for a hug.
juz a touch frm him or her.
wat's all this for.
i'm sick of having these feelings.
it's gruesome.
wth am i saying all this for,
ya all i know is use my mouth to say, but i'm actually feeling terrible everyday.
i'm alright, i'm fine.
totally.