i feel awful.
i could not cease the pain.
ya, you're playing.
those are nothing to you.
this blog meant nothing to u at all right frm the fucking start.
wat am i? huh? you are gruesome.
but there's nothing i could do to alloy my overwhelming feelings of inadequacy.
my heart hovers around, my mind is tottering.
i'm going insane.
yes, i know i am.
no matter how hard i'm holding back,
how mani smiles, tears words i fake.
i could still see images of you , visualize the shape of ur face, ur eyes ur nose etc.
just cant be castrated from my mind.
sense of helplesssness , no matter how self deception i am or how i detested you, i cant contradict my misses.
damn alright.
childlike lucidity..my imminent death, repleted voices of urs.
eng prelim sucks today.
i know i'm gonna do badly.
and the stupid fan is behind me
making mi shiver and fucking cold.
didnt eat during recess coz i dunlik the food -.-
after sch was drenched again! fuck, damn hell cold cold COLD!
went cwp popular buy maths stuffs then headed home.
brought dunkin dougnuts =)
YUM!
your actions are not making you cute.
it's call noise pollution and it's making you look so fake.
always wanna seduce guys. YUCKS.
castrated from my list.
people are plagued by your disgusting-ness.
they'll soon know who is the authentic one
stop your self deception. you aint chio.
don't you know the genuine sense of reailty?
ya just unappealing, gruesome.
don't you contradict , ya been detested.
over the years i had an extra skin over my sensitivity, so your words and action would cease to stop making me wince.
people like you should be dejected.
continue to enjoy immensely, you'll be treated back like how ya treating other ppl now.